Friday, April 22, 2005
7:44 PM
i thin k i hate you
maybe i do
took away my hapiness
dropped it like glass
shattered like it too
you left flowers under your feet
trampled,
half happiness, half sadness
why are you so powerful
why are you so controling
who are you?
youre the cause
im the effect
why you
you throw it away
like never happended before
then grab it
deperately for help
i fall for your trick again
im spinning out of control
i dont know you
who are you?
you were different
you WERE
not now
you seem so close
yet so far
i cant talk
when you are there
this aching pain
deep within
where is it from?
my guilty conscience?
or is it my pity
i cant tell.
its you.
definitely you.
you spite
youre the cause
im left trampled on the ground
im the effect
youll be with me on my dying day
youll be the cause
and ill be the effect
i scream help
you never listen
its always the passerby
we talk about you
you dont listen
youre just different
from before.
its new
its shiny
its different
different from the effect
dull and gray
you dont come anymore
youre just weird
i know i am
you call me weird
but youre the cause
and im the effect
youre the pain
and im the hurt.
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