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Friday, April 22, 2005
7:44 PM

i thin k i hate you



maybe i do



took away my hapiness



dropped it like glass




shattered like it too



you left flowers under your feet



trampled,



half happiness, half sadness



why are you so powerful



why are you so controling



who are you?



youre the cause



im the effect



why you



you throw it away



like never happended before



then grab it



deperately for help



i fall for your trick again



im spinning out of control



i dont know you



who are you?



you were different



you WERE



not now



you seem so close



yet so far



i cant talk



when you are there



this aching pain



deep within



where is it from?



my guilty conscience?



or is it my pity



i cant tell.



its you.



definitely you.



you spite



youre the cause



im left trampled on the ground



im the effect



youll be with me on my dying day



youll be the cause



and ill be the effect



i scream help



you never listen



its always the passerby



we talk about you



you dont listen



youre just different



from before.



its new



its shiny



its different



different from the effect



dull and gray



you dont come anymore



youre just weird



i know i am



you call me weird



but youre the cause



and im the effect



youre the pain



and im the hurt.

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