help

now i really dont know what to do

jacky has so many frens

and i have close frens

but i dont want so many pple coming to our special "oarty"

its just like

id feel left out

really left out

becoz i hate it

its suppsoed to be fun

i just dont go then i suppose

i really feel REALLY sad

like id feel so left out

the in group of the others

im not in

really.